Stalling...but God is still working

I had myself convinced that the reason I haven't really had any movement was because I didn't have books about miscarriage to help me heal and figure it out. However that theory was blown out of the water this week. I now have 2 books and I have been doing pretty much anything but reading the books. Hopefully this weekend when I have some kid free time, I can read and work through it.

What I must remember though is that I need to keep turning to God in all this, He is the one who will ultimately bring healing to my heart, soul, and my empty arms. He may use these books (Grieving the Child I never knew by Kathe Wunnenberg & Empty Arms by Pam Vredevelt) to bring about that healing or he may bring about healing in another way. I am so grateful to have this place where I can just be honest with where I'm at even though it isn't all wrapped up nice and neat. I have also appreciated the encouragement and kind words through this blog and on Facebook. I am already starting to see God using my vulnerability and openness about this topic as well as our infertility to touch the lives of other women. Lord please bring healing in my heart and soul as well as in the hearts, souls, and minds of the women and men who are also struggling in miscarriage or infertility. May we all be honest in our feelings (whatever they may be) to you and those around us. Lord may you be enough in my life as well as in the lives of others. amen.